my sanity..pray for it

[John Legend]
Let’s play the blame game, I love you, more
Let’s play the blame game for sure.
Let’s call her names, names, I hate you, more.
Let’s call her names, names, for sure.
I’ll call you bitch for sure
As a last resort, and my first resort
You call me motherf-cker for long,
at the end of it you know we both were wrong.

But I love to play the blame game, I love you more.
Let’s play the blame game for sure.
Let’s call her names, names, I hate you, more.
Let’s call her names, names, for sure.

[Kanye West]
On a bathroom wall I wrote
“I’d rather argue with you than to be with someone else” (else, else, else)
I took a piss and dismiss it like f-ck it and went and found somebody else
arguing harvesting the feelings, I’d rather be by my f-cking self
till about 2am and I call back and I hang up and start to blame myself
somebody help

[Chorus - John Legend]

[Kanye West]
You weren’t perfect but you made life worth it
stick around, real feelings might surface
been a long time since I spoke to you in a bathroom gripping you up and choking you
what the hell was I supposed to do
I know you aint getting this type of d-ck from that local dude
and if you are I hope you are have a good time
cause I definitely be having mine

and you aint finna see a mogul get emotional
every time I hear bout other n-gga’s stroking you
might say I hit you
he sitting there consoling you
threw the money, threw the mud
who’s provoking you
you should be grateful a n-gga like me even knows you
now you noticeable and cant nobody can control you
1am and can’t nobody get a hold of you
I’m calling your brothers phone like what was I supposed to do
even though I knew, he never told the truth
he was just gon say whatever you gon told him too
at a certain point I had to stop asking questions
chuck dirt on eachother like mud wrestlers
I heard he bought some coke with my money
dat aint right girl
you getting blackmailed for that white girl
you always said Yeezy I aint you’re right girl
probably find one of them “I like art” type girls
all of the lights, she was caught in the hype girl
and I was satisfied being in love with the lights
and who to blame, you to blame, me to blame
for the pain and it poured everytime it rained
lets play the blame game…

[John Legend]
Let’s play the blame game, I love you, more
Let’s play the blame game for sure.

[Kanye West]
Things used to be, now they not
anything but us is who we are
disguising ourselves as secret lovers
we’ve become public enemies
we walk away like strangers in the street
gon for eternity
we erased one another
so far from where we came
with so much of everything, how do we leave with nothing
lack of visual empathy equates the meaning of L-O-V-E
hatred and attitude tear us entirely

Let’s play the blame game, I love you, more
Let’s play the blame game for sure.
Let’s call her names, names, I hate you, more.
Let’s call her names, names, for sure.

I can’t love you this much
I can’t love you this much
I can’t love you this much
I can’t love you this much
no, I can’t love you this much
I can’t love you this much

and I know that you are somewhere doing your thing
and when the phone called it just ring and ring
you aint pick up but your phone accidently called me back
and I heard the whole thing.
I heard the whole thing, the whole thing, the whole thing…

my fxxking life

somethin new’s on the horizon. yup, somethin different..

lol straight people against heterosexual marriage fighting for/against homosexual marriage? I don’t get it. You’re against commitment yourself and fight gays because you don’t agree with Adam & Steve but “[you] never want to get married because you don’t trust these o’s”!? The people who are afraid of commitment having a say so in gay marriage is downright rather contrary. 

And to the devoted Christians and people of God who back-slander gays, Politics is something completely outside of Religion (which I also disagree with; relationship>religion). There could never be a 100% agreeing factor on any president’s forum. Ever. That’s why I think one should vote according to your OWN life. In my opinion, Obama is doing this is receive votes, to WIN, duh. That’s what anyone would do to win.

Now I’m not saying I personally agree with this matter because that’s also my OWN personal opinion. But I also know at the end of the day, I too am a sinner and someone died for me (and them) and have no reason to have a say so on someone else’s life. As far as my upbringing is considered and the upbringing I would have my children to follow, this world is as corrupt as it can get (so I thought) but the training should reside at home. You can’t allow society, the streets, and even sometimes the school to raise your children and fill their minds with ignorance; allow them to grow into the person their meant with your guidance.

Main people saying to love all people are the main ones bashing President Obama (as if he’s God, forgetting he’s also human and a sinner). Regardless if he made the statement or not, people are going to do what they want to do, period. Just as it’s always been. Now this becoming a law would definitely alter the American image and some argue they don’t want their children to be brought up thinking it’s acceptable or okay to be lock handed with a person of the same gender. My reply goes back to it starts at home but in reality they see it anyway, whether a marriage license is present or not.

I’m not writing this to either support or bash this raging conversation of this topic, just asking people to not be so close minded especially when you don’t have it all together. Remember America stands on “..with justice for all” so equality should be in your blood. Someone also brought up that blacks should emphasize with gays more than anyone because we are those who historically went through the same thing. If it weren’t for Lincoln, where would we be? Well here’s history in the making again; if it weren’t for Obama, where would the gays be?

Good day.